Wednesday, October 19, 2011

oh how the times have changed.

crazy how quick life can change. for the good or for the bad. its been awhile since ive last blogged but i can honestly say, i love my life.
my family is the best family in the world. my mom is my best friend and i cant imagine life without her. she knows me so well. ive been told its like were twins. my sister is a little bit of a pain from time to time, but we are really close and i have such a great time. shes sassy, spunky, and one of a kind. she says things you wouldnt imagine someone her age saying. my stepdad is mister fix it in my life. whenever something goes wrong, he can fix it. hes getting better with the whole, "girl issue" kind of things and is learning to understand girls a whole lot better. i have so much respect for him and so much love for them and the rest of my family.
my boyfriend is so amazing. we have been together for the last 4 months. and let me tell you, they have been so great. he makes me smile on a daily basis and i can just be myself with him. its like we were made for each other. just like every one else we sometimes argue but it only makes us stronger. this is the first relationship that has ever had a strong base and we took time before we started dating. this is the first relationship that i see going anywhere and having a future. i cant picture life without him. hes my rock.
my best friend is my other half basically. our friendship has been a roller coaster ride. from enemies, to frienemies, to friends, to best friends. this girl has been by my side through thick and thin. she has seen me and my worst and has been my shoulder to cry on. in return, i have been there for her. our friendship is about to be put through another tough time but i know we will make it through it because we have a strong unforgettable bond. i love her and will make sure that she doesnt leave my life for a dumb reason. lately i have pushed myself away from her out of fear, but i need to stop because i cant always run away from my fears. distance is only a number, but with the technology that is out there now, there is no reason to let it get in the way.
other than them, things in my life are amazing! i finally bought a new car :) its the one that ive wanted for months and one finally became available in my price range! im building credit with it and im excited about that. school is going great. i love my classes this year and for some reason, now that im out of high school and basically doing my own thing, i love school! i hate the drive, traffic, and parking lot, but other than that, school makes me happy. work is awesome. i got my second raise of the year and i couldnt be more happy with where i work. i know for a fact that the career im choosing, will not be one that i regret. it makes me happy. work is work, some days i may feel like UGH why do i have to go? but then i think about how lucky i am to have the job that i do and i couldnt be more grateful. my life is simple. may seem boring to others, that all i do is school, work, hang out with my family, spend time with my boyfriend, and hang out with my best friend, but you know what, i wouldnt have my life any other way then it is right now♥